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2004-05-31 - 6:37 p.m.

I had the craziest dream last night.

In it I gave birth to a baby boy. I couldn't name him...I was unable to think of names. It was REALLY small. I vividly remember bundling him up in a shoebox, with bubble wrap as a blanket. The father was Andre, a guy a saw briefly in college. I was avoiding him, not wanting him to know I had his child (because in the dream, as in life, I hadn't seen him in a few years). Then my sister and I were walking through downtown Springvale, when outside of a church that doesn't actually exist we saw Andre and his brother, who called after us. We talked, I can't remember what about. Anyway! So after that I received my monthly bills. Apparently these bills affected my son's childhood, because that next month he was Minnie Driver. I remember realizing that if I had used less electricity that month I'd still have an infant. A male one at that.

It loses something in print...but what could that possibly mean?!

 

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