2003-10-03 - 10:40 p.m.
Babies DO NOT sound like a good idea.
No babies. Not for years and years.
I blame pregnancy massage for this. I can't convince my feeble baby-craving mind that children right now would be problematic. Not being married would be kind of weird. No marriage of convenience for me, thanks very much! And I'm accruing all this debt for massage school which I finish THIS MONTH...I should at least PRETEND to make a career before junking it all for a year of bearing and raising child. Not to mention the PAIN! What. The. Hell.
Anyway.
Today was a clinic day. I got a $20 tip this morning from my first client. I think he left me the wrong bill. On the evaluation he filled out for me I got 5 out of 5 for most categories (professionalism, comfort/draping, etc.)...but a 4 for appearance. Not to mention the fact that my appearance brought the "overall session" down to a 4. (it was my socks. I don't generally match them) However, I'm not in a place financially where I feel the need to bring it up. It feels dirty. Not the guilt, don't get me wrong...I have very little guilt about taking the $20 and buying lunch and gasoline with it (with $5 saved for coffee and snacky foods)...but what did I do to possess this guy to leave me $20 (provided he intended to leave that much)? One of the other girls said he was a big tipper, but "big tip" meant $10. She surely didn't like to see the CRISP NEW $20 in my hand.
Another abrupt ending to another average entry. I'm working on excitement, now that I know people actually read this. Talk about stress! (not really, I don't care about you.)...(that's not true, I'm sure you're all very nice.)...(I'm going to stop now.)
